You were not born in this world just to work and worry. When life starts to become toxic, go out and have some fun. Do what makes you happy. Live life in a way that when Death comes knocking at your doorstep, you welcome him with open arms and having lived to the fullest, you are now ready to embark with Death on a new adventure.
Take a risk. Go on an adventure. You were born to see the beauty of this world.